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FTM: Phalloplasty Recovery 3wks
 
13:37
Talking about my recovery from phalloplasty (stage 1) with Dr. Crane in Austin, TX.
Views: 1523 Ethan Z
FTM: Phallo recovery 7.5 wks
 
14:55
Talking about phallo recovery at 7.5 weeks. If you're interested in the part about how my forearm is healing, I start talking about that in the last 3 minutes or so. I also show my arm during this, just to warn you guys.
Views: 705 Ethan Z
FTM: Processing a Lost Boyhood and Becoming a Man in the World
 
15:01
Just some thoughts I wanted to talk about. Recently I've thought about the lost boyhood experience and also about how it's affected my experience of becoming a man in the world.
Views: 157 Ethan Z
FTM: Top Surgery Recovery and Emotions
 
18:26
My thoughts on recovery and emotions almost 2 weeks post-op.
Views: 921 Ethan Z
FTM: Sex, Sexuality, and Shame
 
11:49
If you are family, please do not watch this. Basically a run-down on my feelings around sex and changes with my sexuality and the shame that surrounds these topics.
Views: 687 Ethan Z
Top Surgery consultations
 
12:45
Had two top surgery consults this week, one with Dr. Mangubat/Dr. Sherie in Seattle and the other with Dr. Crane in San Fran. Some tough decisions lay ahead of me.
Views: 1936 Ethan Z
Phallo 3 Months Post-Op (pictures at end)
 
11:36
I've put a few pictures at the end to show my arm and the new products I'm using, in case you just want to skip to the pictures. No pics of the penis for now, not quite ready for that.
Views: 21650 Ethan Z
FTM: Phallo update 12-2017
 
14:13
Update 1 year and 3 months post-op stage 1 phalloplasty with Dr. Crane. No implants (erectile or testicular) yet.
Views: 965 Ethan Z
FTM: Men's Spaces
 
08:36
Good experiences recently in male spaces.
Views: 197 Ethan Z
FTM: Online dating!
 
17:12
What a fun topic. This is pretty much a ramble so watch at your own risk.
Views: 541 Ethan Z
FTM: Life Update and Discussion about Lower Surgery
 
17:52
I had a hard time at the end talking about my partner's feelings on Lower Surgery. It's a hard thing to discuss but hopefully it can help someone else to hear my story.
Views: 251 Ethan Z
FTM: Hysto Recovery and Phallo Update
 
17:57
Almost 1 week post op hysterectomy and updating on phalloplasty
Views: 374 Ethan Z
FTM: 1 Year Since Top Surgery
 
06:02
And almost 15 months on T.
Views: 770 Ethan Z
Navigating the Airport as a Transman
 
16:33
My experiences while traveling as a transman.
Views: 80 Ethan Z
2 Weeks on T
 
12:19
Two weeks on T. Changes. Issues with second shot. Clothes!
Views: 181 Ethan Z
FTM: 1 Year on T
 
11:52
Views: 355 Ethan Z
FTM: 1yr 6mo on T and Therapy
 
14:13
Just a quick T related update and then I spend the majority of the time talking about Therapy.
Views: 286 Ethan Z
1 Month on T
 
06:32
Discussing one month on T. Short update with some pics. The band is AWOLNation
Views: 63 Ethan Z
My Edited Video
 
12:25
I created this video with the YouTube Video Editor (https://www.youtube.com/editor)
Views: 61 Ethan Z
8 Months on T
 
09:44
Views: 87 Ethan Z
FTM: Processing/Letting go of Past Lives
 
29:05
This one's going to be a long one, so buckle up. Just trying to process my past life.
Views: 85 Ethan Z
4 Months on T
 
09:06
Views: 69 Ethan Z
2 Months on T!
 
12:05
Kind of a boring update, but I'm at 2 months on T.
Views: 83 Ethan Z
6 Weeks on T and Going Home
 
14:38
Talking about changes at the 6 week mark and preparing for my trip home. Fun times.
Views: 54 Ethan Z
1 Week on T
 
04:08
Rambling about my "perceived" changes at the one week mark.
Views: 78 Ethan Z
When do I become a "real" boy?
 
12:25
Just some thoughts I had about transition. I'd be interested to hear other people's thoughts on the subject. Oh and that was FDR who did the Fireside Chats...I was way off. The book I talked about is "Letters for my Brothers"
Views: 92 Ethan Z
10 Months on T
 
09:44
Views: 43 Ethan Z
5 Months on T Update
 
15:19
Views: 48 Ethan Z
Visit with Family
 
19:28
Discussing my trip home and my experience with family. First time home since starting transition.
Views: 40 Ethan Z
7 Months on T
 
07:23
No pictures again...I'm going to stop promising those. But you can make fun of my super ridiculous haircut.
Views: 94 Ethan Z
3 Weeks on T
 
11:41
Talking about changes at the three week mark
Views: 83 Ethan Z
FTM: Phalloplasty and Life Update
 
16:04
Things are finally moving forward in terms of phalloplasty! I'm so excited for this year. Waiting for an exact date from Dr. Crane's office, but will be having Surgery in late September/early October in Austin, TX.
Views: 885 Ethan Z
FTM: 11 Months on T and 8 Months Post-Op Top Surgery
 
06:13
A few days early on the 11 Month update but I didn't think I'd have time to make it otherwise.
Views: 274 Ethan Z
FTM: 13 Months on T and New Job!
 
12:22
Also, I talk about ball-taping at the end. Please someone explain why guys ball-tap each other. What's the deal with that?!
Views: 171 Ethan Z
FTM: Hysto Date Set!
 
09:20
Finally have a hysto date set and a few other updates.
Views: 70 Ethan Z
Restrooms and STPs!
 
14:50
Oh what a fun topic. Just talking about what I've tried. Warning, if you are a friend or family you may not want to watch certain parts of this.
Views: 80 Ethan Z

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